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Dreaming Beyond Fear

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This seminar is a great Yes! moment for me! This event is very relevant for me, and as other seminars before, it is filled with meaning and deep research. Thank you a very much for it!

I am infinitely grateful for all those marvelous possibilities that Spirit provided me at this seminar. Many thanks to all those who were my witnesses.

Magical Passes shift the perception gently and strongly toward the state of inner silence, lucidity and clarity. Relations with others become more delicate and at the subtle level of energy.

In my childhood scene I saw my basic fear – that the creativity is not a thing for everybody, that life is very hard if you don’t have a “serious” profession. I got this fear from my father. He worked at dockyard in evacuation in his childhood. His granny and granddad had a creative profession. They died at the time of the siege of Leningrad. When I realized that my fear is not really mine, my heart became opened and wings straightened up.

Dreaming journey to Teotihuacan… For a while I really felt I was in another place. I perceived from my left body. Moreover, there was a thrilling sense of recognition of other practitioners, as if we knew each other for a thousand years, but forgot it. This journey as well as Reni’s introductory lecture was very relevant for me, because I haven’t ever researched this side before. Now I know that it is possible to dream awake, with all my creativity, with purpose, beyond fear and hesitation. I can allow myself to be luminous being in the constellation of other beautiful luminous creative beings on this path with heart!

When I put my dreams on a T-shirt, it was a well-known in childhood sense of creativity that I intend to nurse now with love and patience.

Now I continue to do the steps for supporting of my dream of teaching English. I learn English every day, make a plan of my lessons, talk to people who want to study English. I check my body position before lessons and do Magical Passes to stay in the new body position. I remember  gratitude to all beings that support me with their attention and concrete actions. Every morning I read the list of Yes! moments. Joy and feeling of flight accompany me in every action now. It motivates me to wake up before alarm goes off!)))))

Here are YES! moments founded with my witness on the seminar.

Piano lesson. I play a musical composition. There is a feeling of inspiration and excitement. Emotions, body, energy body are totally engaged into marvelous experience of this composition. There is no time, nothing exist anymore except this melody. Melody is finished. My teacher looks at me wondering and say: “When have you learned to play so?!”

Earlier scene from childhood, when I paint a lot with joy. Once mom decided that I have to go study painting. We came to the studio of one artist. He took my pictures and started to make a close captious study of them. Suddenly he stopped on a one watercolor paint and said: “This is a picturesque spot” and agreed to teach me. He didn’t exaggerate or understate my capabilities, saying the truth. And this little picturesque spot was my starting point. I enjoyed painting and opportunity of being here, in this marvelous place, where all things are wrapped in mystery glimmering with a deep meaning.

The warm in the heart, flash of billion sparkles! Back is straight, chest is open, breath free, jaw, lips, eyes are free, smiling. I feel my feet on the Earth, lower disk perceive, there is a feel of stable equilibrium there. Completeness, silence, joy and profound satisfaction. Feel of deep gratitude and appreciation.

At this seminar I made lots of significant discoveries for myself. Here are some of them, which remained in my awareness until the current the moment:

– It was the first time that I clearly realized, how my (our) perception, mood, emotions are tied to the position of the assemblage point. Thanks to Reni for her persistent repeating of this fact that allowed it to get anchored in my consciousness.

– I developed and strengthened the skill of shifting the assemblage point into a position required by me and familiar to me by means of taking the body position and recalling those sensations in body which I previously had in this position of the assemblage point.

– With the help of recapitulation exercise, I realized that all fears and limitations (or at least those, which I already managed to recapitulate) are not mine in fact. They were cultivated in me by somebody, in most cases by parents. At first, I felt resentment that my parents did that to me. Then I realized that they were doing all that unconsciously, and even out of their best intentions, “preventing” and “protecting” me, as they believed, from something, and I remembered all those good things which parents gave to me and which allowed me to be who I am.

– I realized that while being in the YES mood I attract new YES moments into my life. Or maybe the YES moments are always happening, but it is hard to notice them in the NO state. Or one may even say that events per se are neither YES, nor NO, and that my attitude to them depends only on the position of the assemblage point.

– I understood how Nightmaring took place during the greater part of my life. While starting anything, be it a small thing or a big thing, I would in mind go through all the problems which could possibly arise, with all the tiniest details. This would usually lead to me sinking into fear or even panic, and I would then have to act out of this state. It is amazing how often I still managed to achieve good results with this approach.

I also liked the intensive practice of magical passes. During these days my internal dialogue has nearly stopped and I could be detached, watching myself, my actions, feelings, emotions, recapitulating them as needed. Unfortunately, in my town there is no registered Tensegrity group.  Maybe, organizing of such a group would be my next dream.

Huge thank you for such a tremendous workshop!

The introductory lecture was very interesting, especially for my energy body. I felt how fast it was drawn up to me – you bet! – the story was exactly about it. Reni explained very understandably – there was an acknowledgement that information was transferred directly, that there was exchange between the energy bodies. While the physical body was listening, watching what was happening on the stage, the energy body was trying to “get through”, ally with a physical body, recollecting the incidents in dreaming when this managed to happen only slightly. For me the description of assemblage point’s route to heart was very important. Reni demonstrated this very clearly with Alexander’s help. Huge thanks!

For my energy body the passes, which were demonstrated at the seminar, are the most powerful out of all the passes that I have ever practiced. Especially the pass that we were practicing in a circle. My whole body starts to get filled with warmth, or I would rather say heat. I do not like the lying passes a lot, but this time it was different. I liked it a lot. The only remark is that when it was shown, the demonstration rhythm was very slowed-down, this did not allow to “flow” from pass to pass in this series. The Quetzalcoatl pass shifted perception strongly. There was an immediate stop of internal dialogue and awareness of energy filaments, which comprise the body, and how they unfold. Thanks to all who explained and showed the passes!

[During recapitulation exercises] The most important thing for me was finding the acknowledgement that ONLY WHILE DREAMING EXACTLY MY DREAMS I can find connection with the Spirit. For me it was important to see the link between my childhood’s impressions and desire to help with rejection to dream what I personally need. I saw, how I slip into others dreams, leaving my own without attention. In these moments I lose strength, this wears me down. Finding the YES moments helped me to restore the feeling of my dream. It is only possible to move to a joined dreaming, when one’s own is refined! The results were outstanding – the very next day I had an experience of dreaming a communication with a luminous being and that dream came true with all the smallest details.

[Regarding the dreaming journey to Teotihuacan] I flew right away, with high speed, no fear, no doubt… before Sasha started to speak. Then the words would add details to the dream. I slid across the space and found myself in a temple, which looked like a frustum of a pyramid. The similar thing I saw painted at Reni’s t-shirt. Inside the temple I could see and hear and feel everything. I flew into a dark room, filled with awe and wonder. There was an old woman there, who was hanging in the air in a sitting position. She said – stand up and go away!   I did not understand to whom these words referred. I saw a young girl lying on the floor – her head shaved, signs are drawn on the body, incense is burning. The girl stood up, and I realized that the words were addressed to her. I flew into her body and began to perceive with her ears and eyes, and body. I left the tempe and I saw a big city and a crowd of people. Something was going to happen. Then darkness came over the city and people started to dissolve and I saw how that girl with an effort of intent was holding those images, not letting them disappear. And how she was giving that knowledge to others, knowledge how to sustain a dream... It was an amazing knowledge!

 [About my lineage] I learned some peculiarity – I guess, it used to help me professionally. It’s a very easy “flying in” into other people’s dreams. Maybe this is why I always need to spend so much time alone – to fulfill or to dream what I want.  This is very much like my mother’s lineage. To me, the people who are guided only by their dreams always seemed amazing. Now the time has come for me too – to become amazing!

My new steps: 
1. Track where there are my dreams and where there are others.
2. Focus on what I want
3. Feel connection with the Spirit – top of the body, fullness, light
4. Keep intention attention at my dream (Experience of “flying to Teotihuacán” and the knowledge which I gained there helped me in this)
5. Withhold the feeling of playfulness, alertness and mighty
6. Add the feeling of a small miracle, unexpectedness, joyous amazement

Everyday steps:
– Practice passes in the morning     
– In the morning recall the feeling in the upper part of the body – of «being big»
– Write «I – for myself», «My Dream», «I – more body» and place them in different places visible for eyes during the day
– Every day during a month check up the congruence sign for every business and communication
– If there is no sign – make a pause before starting anything

With affection and dreaming the new meetings

Dear dreamers beyond fear, I enjoyed this seminar and the time to dream and stalk together...

With my lineage you helped me to discoverer how much my life is influenced from my lineage at every decision, every action, every belief. Although all ancestors express themselves through me and all of them summarize at my parents, exist two special persons that I am influenced the most. Any way I am dreaming and nightmarying like them, to be aware of this gives me  another perspective, give me the choice to be selective. My parents are complementary at dreaming and nightmarying, what missing from one is available to the other so a selective approach to their qualities, lead me to a complete being which have everything necessary for this life...

Although I have practice  these magical passes at the past this time it was a new beginning. The detailed explanation (thanks to Zenia and Dima) and the energy of the workshop made them   completely new. I was feeling my body alive after on the flow and I was feeling that dreaming and stalking with the body and energy language of the Magical Passes is a very effective gesture to the spirit toward my dreams. I also felt wonderful from the alive silence, which we all felt, vibrating after the Plumed Serpent.

The dreaming appointment at Monday night, where we met with Alexander at the entrance of the hall and the transformation of my wife's hair to a powerful alive snake, gave me a taste for the magical moments of the next day with Alexander while transforming ourselves to snakes and while we were flying all together, hundreds of snakes surrounded from, colors, images, smells, sounds ... towards the ancient temple of Quetzalcoatl... and the meeting with the Esperanza... Thank you so much!

The connection between the past and recent fearful scene was when someone treat me with no respect, like I am a child, that I am not enough, I don't count and I don't dare to take the responsibility of my actions and of my part in the interaction. I found that everybody have his own reasons to interact with me this way and I can use these interaction as a feedback to abjast better my dream. Instead to let the others to kill my dream, I use them to make it better and stronger.

I felt so much gratitude for the support of my witness, we started to express it giving hugs to each other, whenever possible. And then the fresh energy of the moments of Yes. Yes everything is possible like these magical moments of YES. And the support of my witness, of Cleargreen, of these wonderful translators, and Instructors, and practitioners inspired me to choose these feelings and mood and way of interaction: of giving support and  respect and gratitude to my clients and partners and everybody around. I want my business and my life to be based especially to these higher feelings of mutual respect, openness, support, trust and acceptance. Whenever I put this kind of input this multiply by interaction...

This workshop inspired me to connect the sky with earth: to dream from my energy body at the present moment beyond fear being the master of my attention and sexual energy, and from this state I receive 60.000 euros per year easily and consistently with my new business about solar energy.
I intent the above with the following actions:

• Give and receive respect and acceptance to my partners clients and all the people which I interact inside and outside the business.
• Create space and time for my new business.
• Invest 1 hour every day or 7 hours per week to investigate how, what, who,... of the solar panels and the legal, the taxes, the partners, the clients...
• Invest 1 hour every day or 7 hours per week for recapitulation the traditional way.
• I don't let anything that disturb me unexamined or without doing a witness.
• Dream the details of my dream as it is accomplished a few min every day.
• Embracing every day practicing some magical passes of the workshop at the begin and the end of the day.

A special thank you and gratitude to Alexander for his story; and at the after workshop practice for his interesting commends about his process, for Reni for the attention management lesson, the way she answers the questions, her unique, elegant and sweet way to speak, to inspire us and to explain the warriors way. Their impeccability paradigm.

For Dima for his light smile of awareness and mood which bringing me to a state of awareness, for Zenia for his details on the Magical Passes and his aware state and interaction. For the wonderful translators that have done their best for us. For all the Russian practitioners for their great Intent for such a nice event.

For the dreamers and organizers for the nice and warm hall and the wonderful end result.

Thank You, love and awareness beyond fear to everybody.

What a pleasure was this Moscow seminar.

It was the 1st time when I had not a single internal objection to performing Magical passes - not too much new movements, indeed multiple repetition (and done with fluidity) so that we indeed learned them there,  practitioners who demonstrated them made it so clear, stressing attention at particular moments, especially at Dreaming part and technical issues, that I could both feel the pass deeply and learn it (usually, it was one thing - either to remember it or to feel it). 

Deep relaxation and feeling of passes allowed to perceive something extraordinary - something bigger and alignment with all the Dreamers and alignment with Spirit. Awe, affection and gratitude had no boundaries. 

From the introductory lecture it was valuable for me to realise that we are Dreaming all of the time - awake, during ordinary sleeping at night and when aware of sleeping at night. Before, this definition has confused me quite a bit, but now it is clear. And the fact that we do it all of the time is a shock, similar to when I realised that our mood is just a matter of position of the assemblage point, which can be moved. We can Dream everything. Introduction of Nightmaring definition clarifies it even more - if we don't Dream, that means we Nigthmare.

As for recapitulation, my findings were that:
1) I say to myself "I can't, I don't want to" -- my mom did not Dream (except escaping from her parents) and so was I. Now it is very hard to fulfill my Dreams, even though I start them - there's some reason inside me which tells me to postpone or resists fulfillment. It is pity and fear and now I now how they work. It is also simply a habit, which comes still from my Mom.
2) "I can't ask for something",
3) "My parents did not want to change when they moved to another part of the country" (and I bare this "not want to change" also),
4) "I felt bad when close people would abandon me, because I had no dreams of my own (I would focus on them and their life and not on myself and used to pity myself, - I saw how this mechanism works)",
5) My YES mood was unexpected for me. I did not know that I have this kind of mood when I succeed (it contains decisiveness, speed and pressure).

And many more findings during and after the seminar.

Huge appreciation and affection to all who Dreamt this, all who promote tensegrity and to the Spirit.

Magical passes were very impressive. Each one in its own way – in “On the Run” pass a distinctive image of a flower with petals came out – every practitioner in his/her own dream is like a petal of integral interaction notion, while being independent at the same time.

The Quetzalcoatl pass. At some moment while doing it I suddenly discovered, that I can observe things from those areas of space which are not connected directly to the physical body. And a special impression was from a joint dream in Quetzalcoatl bodies – the travel to Teotihuacán – great number of luminous flexible bodies, moving in space. All of them were rich in details.  A distinct knowledge arose that every dream without fear can be as beautiful as I myself can allow it to be – if there is no fear, then there are no limits! I would not yet manage to describe in words everything that was perceived.

Regarding myself and family lineage I learned that the majority of my ancestors used to fulfill  their dreams, no matter how hard it would seem to be, and very often their dreams laid beyond the traditionally accepted social norms. For example, my father, listening to his heart, went on a long trip to Far East and fulfilled his dream to become an artist, and he would never stop at what he already achieved, penetrating into the depths of knowledge where nobody could tell him anything clear about the subject which he was researching!

In recapitulation of my past scenes I saw that usually the reason of my unfinished dreams was the fear, and this fear was imposed by other people.

In process of drawing at t-shirts I noticed, that dreams can be flexible and get enriched with details. And those things, which are painted, somehow do not become forgotten, as those things which are only speculative, and are neither postponed or tucked into a drawer, as those, which are written in a notepad.

In process of implementing my dreams I noticed, that in the moment, when I fulfill what I planned to, a very warm physical sensation comes out of the chest and the details of a further dream are presented very clearly.

Now I know for sure, that I fulfill my dreams out of my heart, and recapitulation helps to refine my mind from the limiting judgments, based on fears!

Great thank you, Sasha and Reni! And also, I feel gratitude to all participants of this wonderful dream!

This is my second seminar, but for me it appeared to be even a greater break-through than the previous one. I can say, that I got more familiar and could feel myself 100 % at ease. I did not have previous anxiety any longer, but only felt a powerful energy current, which I felt with all my being. No outside thoughts disturbed me, internal dialogue, if not completely eliminated, could be directed to the required route, I could concentrate better, and as a result, I could more keenly feel the connection with the beings that surrounded me, connection with the Universe. The introductory lecture immediately helped to tune myself up for work and gave a positive charge. It maybe this that helped me to go through the whole seminar at one breath. The passes were just super! My body just liked to do them. I felt no laziness or tiredness, not a single time. Recapitulation exercises were also very cool. The fact, that they made me peer into the very core of my fears and nightmares, identify them and erase them, became the ground for new victories over myself, over my fears and over the feeling of self-importance. Huge thanks to you for this!!!!

Special thanks for the Teotihuacan trip and for the Plumed Serpent!!! For me this was a real flight!!! I’m trying to repeat it every day. To tell the truth, sometimes it works well, and sometimes not really. Probably, I lack detachment and concentration. But misfortunes do not stop me. I go forward and am aware of Infinity being my main and the only witness.

One more time – thank you for the Seminar, for the Knowledge and of course for the Energy, which you gifted to us!!!

I get back to that wonderful hall to the Seminar and give a big-big hug to you!!!

Thank you very much for the wonderful workshop.

It was amazing to find out we are dreaming during the day too! And to know how we can dream forward. The Dreaming On the Running magical pass in fives felt so powerful, especially when making the tipi part - like a real reunion, like all of the people in the circle were brining all their power of dreaming together and thus supporting everyone's other's  dreaming, brining up a strong sensation it will definitely come true. Personally I loved the standing version more than the lying one. Because the lying version made it feel like you need to really work hard to bring  your dreaming to life))

Thanks to the stalking exercises on the recent and past scenes helped me to see how dependent I am on other people's opinions which is stopping me from living my dream already now.

While the big YES moment in the past gave this big charge of energy, the feeling that I already know how to accomplish my dream, all those skills and knowledge is already in me, I just need to get through to them! And as to the small YES moments - I'm working on incorporating those into my daily life, because normally I would not be even aware of those scenes - they just happen and I let them passed unnoticed while I can receive so much energy from giving and receiving the YES with other people.

 Although in general the workshop left the sensation that there is a lot of work to be done! So many new steps to incorporate, so many reviewing the past, but it feels that that's what it takes to live your dream!

Thank you so much for the magic dreaming journey we had. When Alexander told we are going to take a journey to Teotihuacan and the music started it felt as if a touch somewhere behind my back and then I really saw the paved streets and the pyramids and as if flying in my energy body together with the other practitioners. That was pure sensation of non-attached, not judging being, free.  

Putting my dreams on a T-shirt made me really understand what are those most important things for me, which I currently intend the most in my life.
And sharing my dreams was such a great experience, as if being spoken aloud to the other beings gave some solidness to my dreams, filling me with power.

My attention was a bit distracted in the beginning and in the end, so I missed some part of the introductory lecture and Q&A to my internal dialogue. But as always there were some new things to discover - like about the date of 21.12.2012, or about the other manuscripts by CC.

Well, what I discovered about myself was that I am overdependent on other people's opinion about me and my actions, and that my intention in life is to prove I'm worthy which I inherited from my father, and that from my mother's lineage I have the skills and persistence to accomplish my projects.

My new dream is to start a new activity, a job that will be bring use to the society, and high profit and joy to me. I am going to review all my relations with people by such categories as friendship, job, relatives, love to have efficient interactions with people.. I already started that with friendship and - wow! - I found lots of things in that.

Also I asked a number of people what they think I'm doing right in my interactions with people and what's not working so well, to know how I behave in the eyes of other people and  also to teach myself to accept critics. I'm also doing the Dreaming on the Running everyday to dream my new dream in that special part of this magic pass.

With love and gratitude,

Huge thank you for this wonderful seminar, for this beautiful and deep dreaming!

The introductory lecture contained lots of new and interesting things, especially interesting was the part about the route of assemblage point into the heart position, and that at the level of heart the energy body and the cocoon become one whole thing.

I really liked the Magical passes! The new way of a Plumed Serpent works well for me.

In the first session - "recent scene", I chose my dream to become a good healer. My excuse was that “I’m tired and one can’t work in this state”. I noticed that thoughts about tiredness put me into yet more tiredness and energy is literally flowing out of me. And my new discovery was that in reality my job – is my rest! The thing is that the process of healing takes place in a meditative state, with a relaxing music, and the assemblage point shifts to a position possibly closer to the enhanced awareness, to energy body. In this state the physical body and mind are actually gaining energy and get rest! I realize this every time during and after sessions. But before sessions I have a pattern switching on that “work is something tiresome, something that you don’t want to do”!  Such attitude to work and activity sprang up in me yet in school, since it was often not interesting for me there, and I did not want to go there and every morning I made myself to.  My father is also hard to wake up, he can drink coffee for half of the day and do nothing, but when he finally starts to work he can work till morning.  Despite the fact that he was not living with us since I was 6 months, we are very much similar with him in this way.

I found my past scene due to a similar to the 1st scene body position. At first I thought that the situation that I recapitulated before both alone and with a witness, will not tell me anything new. This was a scene from my childhood, when I went into a dancing circle at the age of 5 or so, and I felt myself very restricted and tense. In course of practice I changed my body position and my first new view was to relax and do what I want to do, and watch people and not myself and my awkwardness. When we started to do passes in circles, I felt the energy body and at some moment it was as if it came into me. I felt unusual lightness, joy, fullness, the world and people around were now perceived in a different way and it was unbelievably pleasant to do the magical passes. And I asked myself out of this state “What prevented me from perceiving this way before?” And the answer came right away – I think all the time about what other people think about me.  And my expectations are that they think something bad. And now – I love myself just because! I also realized that this is my main pattern. Later, already at home, I made one more practice with the Witness and I found a new phrase, opposite to one in the pattern, and repeating it works as an antiphase, as Reni once said at the seminar on Stalking the Human Form, which gives a chance to the assemblage point to get free. That’s why I now repeat over and over again “Everybody admires me!” and my perception of the world, of myself and of people begins to change. It is very interesting for me to watch this process! Amazing!

I began to watch myself and investigated that a piping thin voice repeats me all the time “they think something bad about me” and on top of it there may be a completely different internal dialogue, and this one is sort of concealed. I now have many observations on this subject. For example, in my dream of going to Mexico this thin voice tells me that “all of them think that you have nowhere to get money from for the trip”, and now I tell myself “everybody knows that I can easily pay for a trip to Mexico”. Or in the situation, when I cannot understand a person’s reaction  to my words, I usually think that “he is not contended with me”, and now I say “ He admires me!” And so on and so forth. And in these moments I feel my energy body!

The YES! moments have very much in common with my newly found state. In these moments I also relax, the dialogue “everybody thinks about me” is not there, and this allows my energy body to come, and I feel this as soaring, lightness and confidence.

My trip to Teotihuacan. When we laid at the Dreamers’ Road and felt the wings to the right and to the left, I felt myself to be a big serpent, my head lying towards the pyramids, the body was of huge length – maybe 0,5 km, and I felt pleasant coolness of the roadway against the soft scales  of the belly, and my wings were to the right and to the left of the road. I was aware of my (snake’s) straight, slow and deep breath accompanied with a specific sound. When we were told to fly to the temple I was already of a smaller size, my body was winding as the snake’s body and reminded of a crawling snaky, but only a very light one, fluffy and flying. And so we flew, I saw, as if from the side, how several tens of snakes, including me, were flying towards the temple. When we found ourselves near the temple, I slid somewhere upwards and found myself in a sort of porch; inside there was a small premise.  Already in a horizontal position I entered the temple. I saw the scout as a sitting woman with unclear outlines and in strange clothes. Then I heard a phrase (later I realized those were other words), that inside these walls we can feel our ancestors, I sensed and saw them for a moment – strange as it might be, I saw the Indians ...  Then I realized, that indeed he said the phrase “to feel with all your cells” (or something like that), and I began to do that. The story was filled with a strange bodily sensation, and I also saw the images of what was told. I can feel this feeling now also. Then, when he said about Esperanza, I, for some reason, became very eager for her to teach me to dream..., I started to shout her name, I called for her. By this moment we all were already standing at the square and were to get back to the 1st attention as planned. I wanted to stay there a little bit more. That’s’ why I began to do the Quetzalcoatl pass (right there, at the square), but little by little I understood that I would anyway have to get back and I got back. Though part of me stayed there for another few more hours. I intentionally held this sensation, so that to remember it better. It was not difficult for me to partly put my attention and sensations there. There were interesting sensations in the body for another few days – the blood would rush to hands for no reason, or to back, or to head, and I could feel light warmth in these places and the body was pulsing. When I now tune myself up for this Dream, these sensations return. I think I got a path to Teotihuacán now, thank you!

The t-shirts: it was very joyful to see people simultaneously and happily dream together.

About my lineage. I realized that in my family lineage people used to reach what they wanted, there were a lot of strong personalities, and I am grateful to them for that :). The urge towards learning the unknown I received from my father’s side, and sobriety – from my mother’s side. 

New dreams and steps: the list of dreams is very big, I now allow myself to dream:). The main ones are: unity with the energy body, recapitulation, healing, drawing, dreaming in 1st and 2nd attentions, finish construction of our small house and live there, go to Mexico, have the income starting with 10000$ per month while doing the business I like. I started to implement: recapitulation every day, repetition of new phrases "I am already this! (a good healer, dreamer, magician, etc.)", "I love myself just because!", "everything what I’d like in this world is accessible for me!", caring attitude to myself and to my time, confidence in healing practice (this phrase helps "Everybody knows that I am a good healer!"), I intend to communicate only out of internal silence, track my main pattern “everybody thinks something bad about me” and replace it with a phrase “everybody admires me!”. What should be done more: to draw more and pay more time to the everyday healing practice.

With affection!